ICONS ICONS ICONS... jez effin; lovin' it

friendship...

as i was talking with my dear pal karen... while fixin' up our nails... and me feeling oh soooo bad due to darn stomach pains... and as i ponder with the thought of can i just work as a friend???, then karen questioned me with the thought that okay??, ill pay you money as a friend???... then let's make a deal... ill pay you as my friend... then you pay me as your friend as well... then pooooooofed!!! so i figured, thats why friendship is free... why not, to just not pay each other... since we both will use up friendship services and exchange payments why not simply exempt the concept of payment for friendship...

i know in this world today most things are payed... from extatically expensive luxury items to basic needs like water... and trading is an important factor... i give you service you pay me... but in friendship it works differently... i show you kindness, laughter, craziness, tears, biatchiness... you pay me kindness, laughter, tears and biatchiness as well... so now i say friendship is not free and its payment is quite expensive and hard to find... but in the end its all worth it...

pokemoooooning and missing those darn cold rainy stormy days...

so okay as you can see my post before this is about me getting bored... the exact status report... the weather.. the time.. and that whole zany ketchup thought bla bla bla... oh well what happened really after that post is that i just made myself busy through pokemooning... and up to now im still playing pokemon... (ohhh damn'it!!! i want a pikachu!!! pika* pika*)... so now at exactly 11:25 pm... as i was busy trying to battle some darn corny metapod... i stared at the window and realized that this whole activity was more fun to do when it was raining... more fun when the chill that the wind brings was makin me effin' freeze... heheh... oh well since im only a la-aaame human being with no super powers like the pokemons.. and since the world we live in is lame as well that we cant afford to own a pokemon.. and that all we can do is put on a jacket when its cold, and wear a uber slutty tank top when its hot... now all thats left for me to do is continue my quest to becoming the pokemon master, in my own pokemon world... augh... so kapeeessh... tudum tudum...

(at the back of my head: sana umulan!!! aaarrghhh)

just effin' lovin the rainy season dearest...

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boredom is effin' killing me!!! damnit!!! aaaugh!!!

at exactly 9:38am... august 17 2007...

weather: rainy

situation: all alone in the house... sick...

grrrr!!!

Ketchup. Catsup. Ketchup. Catsup. I'm in over my head

Pasta Bingers!

after class, on my way home i got stranded at robinsons supermarket, and while i was walking around doing nothing, i got tempted with the thought of cooking pasta, then i figured... that since i have no classes left and that i have the whole afternoon doing nothing, and that since my stomach is already complaining.. why not cook pasta... cook pasta i did... hehe... then i invited bianca to come over and share the delight that pasta brings... (-_*)... YUMMIE!!!

WELCOME!!!!

lemme show you guys some photos where i spent almost half of my life a day... my room... my bummin' around area... my sleeping area... my meditation area???... my computer area... my lounging area... my studying area... my area.. my living space... the place where i go to whenever i feel sleepy, happy, lonely, bored, and simply feeling zen... pooft...

what do you do after a hard days work??

boring and tiring days... what do you do?!?! eat hahaha!! mmm yum yum yum...

good ol' highschool days...

here are some pictures of me and my high school friends... aaaw those were the days... the days when we were so innocent that we argue over simple things like me hating boybands and some of em' loving em', but despite our differences we still enjoy spending times laughing and being simply crazy...






mga ineng!!! hahahaha OMG!! :-O we look so young!!! ahahahahaha

Absenteism

Absenteism...

this past few days i have always been absent... every morning i wake up feeling sluggish and tired... maybe i was just all stressed out with all these tension going on in my family.. quarrels between my mother, brother, and father... everytime i get to spend sometime with them all they ever talk about is how financially unreliable and emotionally distressing this family is. i know, i know that since im the only one now in this family thats studying and that doesnt earn means that they are all responsible for giving me my financial needs, and that my responsibility is to go to school, attend classes, and study well. consuelo pa nga ako kc they dont really require me to get high grades, all they ever want from me is to pass... ewan ko nga ba sakn!! why!! my life is such a mess!! d nman ako magimik na tao, unlyk other kids who party all night long, buti pa nga cla kc even tho they go out at night they still can afford to attend thier classes. is it because of the fact that my social life inside school is a crackdown thats why im always absent? or is it because my inclination just doesnt match this whole new course that im taking up which is BSIT... coz this past few semesters this thought that "i was better off a psychology student rather than a BSIT student" most of the time pops in my head. i really dont know and i really cant figure out whats goin on inside me... but as for now may i just conclude that im ill with absenteism, and searching for the cure... which may be in the form of self-discipline... which i lack... grrrrrr.... but okay since life is all about learning lessons.. and i know that im soo down with this sickness... i must wake up... and start anew... grrrrr..

picture escapade (ahahaha) (9:20, 8-3-07)

just got home... had this uber nice talk with karen over dinner... hehehe... I ate those yummie figer lickin buffalo wings for dinner... oooh yum yum yum... oohh well not that much in the mood for story telling and writing, and boggling my thoughts coz' damn my stomach is so full!!!... but since im really really in the mood for posting... ima just gonna share mio photos..