its a complicated emotion

of course i like you
its because i like i dont
want to be with you. its a
complicated emotion
- fiNDiNG nEMo

dilemma

its the season of graduation again, and im turning green with envy or worse ung prang may scurvy!!! lols...

i entered college with full hopes of graduating on time... and now im searching for things to blame, but it all roots to a lot of things that belong to one person... its just plain indecisiveness... my weakness of making the wrong turns... my being too, happy go jolly... my being such a procrastinator... my being too dependent... my being fickle minded... bla bla bla... and the list goes on...

at aun na un! pagod nko madistress sa kakaisip hahahah!!! pero okay lng kc looking at the brighter side of things eh i am very fortunate to still be able study, and still have enough time to enjoy the pleasures of being a student, and sarap kaya mging hestudyante, may baon, mdaming oras to do silly things, hahahah! un nga lng kc i really really wanna feel the pleasure of earning your own moolah (kaching kaching) para maalis na ung pressure of plaging ngpapaalam sa parentals... i really hate that!!! "mama pleeeease cge naaa..."

oh well oh well... waevurrrr...

ICON WHORE ATTACKS!!!

project mutya pictures

cure for my silence

warning: the next lines that you will be reading will be highly fictional... so dont make any gossip out of it okay, this post of mine is just a story created by my sometimes highly dreamy brain, heheheh...

i am looking for a medicine, a cure for all of these sanity, i once thought that this place im in is the place where evrything is normal, i thought that i was at home, but after years of pondering and experiencing i have come to the realization that this is insane, i was once contented with just being as simple as the abcs and 123s, but now i am looking for the complexity of math, physics, science, and the unknown. i am now fed up with living like the wheel, where evrything that happens runs lyk a cycle, and evrything i do is moved by a person that thinks hes knowlegable than you, i am thru that stage and i want to stop, but i cant stop, and i am sick, tired, stressed, sick, sick of all these tension, and i am looking for the cure, looking for that medicine that can make me smile differently, make me think differently, make this wheel turn into a different direction. a direction that can break the cycle of insanity...