mental retardation roit

boring days... boring ways... so much to do so little time... nothing to do with so much time... cant help but wonder why oh why... my oh my... my brain is thinking... but my thoughts are dry... crazy... insane... or just plainly bored...

anchorino astro avance

MY DEAR DOG ANCHOR :)

he loves milk

he loves alpo dog food

he loves to bite and chew stuffs

he hates dog food with water

he hates pedigree dog food

he hates it when he's locked up in he's cage

i know he's tired playing when he starts to just lie down on the throw pillow

i love it when he does that big puppy dog eyes look on me (O_O)

ICONS AGAIN AND AGAIN

waking steps

first step... open the eyes, and blink, then think... how this day would turn out, would it be just like those other days that felt like youve been running around a wheel that everything just happens over and ovar again?, or would it be the day that youll finally get what youve been dreamin about when you were sleeping?

second step... think, think, think, be bothered, another sunshine, another day, then you figure, aaaaaahh badtrip! another day of what what what (skul, office, work, errands, which may all equate to distress???) but then again it is another day, another chance, another glance???, another unknown that may lead to a lot of different emotions.

third step... be awake, the eyes are partly open, brain partly functioning, and body?, oh well, it depends, sometimes the body just is sooo damn tired to get all the blood up pumping for the energy of standing up, or then again it may not be tired, but it really is enjoying the pleasure of the comfort that the bed brings. so we think again... will i just stay in bed and bum around... or whoops, oh shit! todays the deadline, i got work, i got class, but im really tired, so here comes the new day, aaaw its now hurting the eyes...

fourth step... so as time ticks... decision arrives... and now theres nothing left to pick but get up and start walking... two things: be sluggish or be excited... sluggish: because it feels like this is just another day of everything that happened yesterday.. a routine... boooring... excited: woooh this is the day! the day another day!!! another light, i will be, will be... wooh alot of things to do! yehey!!!

fifth step... last step we start the day...



***and so i wonder how my new day would be***