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yehey

IM BACK!

damn you!

damn you! and you know who you are!

once i said taking back... no regets... but why oh why am i know filled with regrets... a thousand pound full of regrets... maybe its just for today...

then again i always look at the brighter side of things... maybe by tomorow itl just be another day... another day.. of not you in it...

season for change... season for rain... wooh

bumagyo, at bumaha nung saturday!!! and i thought tha when its all over, eh all over na talaga... at nung sunday wala kmeng kuryente and its understandable.. pero baket nung monday nawala, akala ko isasama na ni kumparang frank paalis yung kuryente nmn eh! wooooh

in the mood for nothing

toink.... ahahahahahhaha

NEWBIE MAGALING KA LANG SA SIMULA!

bagong bahay, bagong lugar, bagong buhay???...

bagong course... bagong school shoes... panibagong semester...

waw andaming bago... and so i wonder... pano ko kaya sisismulan tong mga kabaguhan na to???

will i be able to keep them on the right track and manage to balance??? o baka naman magcrackdown na naman ako???

i have always seen new things, beginnings, as a challenge... but sometimes i just cant help but realize na MAGALING LANG AKO SA SIMULA! ouch as it may sound like... pero tinako naman yung mga encounters ko oh... una di ko natapos yung psych ko, tapos yung IT hinde din, tas buti sana kung saglit saglit eh hinde eh... tig 2 years... it takes me two years para marealize naaaaa di ko kayaaa! at eto na naman ako... HRM na ko... this is not as technical as IT... sooo hopefully matapoas ko to... tapos tapos tapos sa gaming... ang dami dami kong nilalaro pero ni isa walang umabot sa level 100! yung tipong mamaw na ko sa galing... ahaha!

oh well oh well since narealize ko naman yung ga bagay na to... lesson learned??? ano ba?? hmm wag galingan sa simula??? ahahah! naaaah... learn how to balance... :)

the heart of the matter sex and the city soundtrack

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn't keep us warm

I've been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

All the people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside

I wanna be happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don't love me anymore
Even if you don't love me anymore

mental retardation roit

boring days... boring ways... so much to do so little time... nothing to do with so much time... cant help but wonder why oh why... my oh my... my brain is thinking... but my thoughts are dry... crazy... insane... or just plainly bored...

anchorino astro avance

MY DEAR DOG ANCHOR :)

he loves milk

he loves alpo dog food

he loves to bite and chew stuffs

he hates dog food with water

he hates pedigree dog food

he hates it when he's locked up in he's cage

i know he's tired playing when he starts to just lie down on the throw pillow

i love it when he does that big puppy dog eyes look on me (O_O)

ICONS AGAIN AND AGAIN

waking steps

first step... open the eyes, and blink, then think... how this day would turn out, would it be just like those other days that felt like youve been running around a wheel that everything just happens over and ovar again?, or would it be the day that youll finally get what youve been dreamin about when you were sleeping?

second step... think, think, think, be bothered, another sunshine, another day, then you figure, aaaaaahh badtrip! another day of what what what (skul, office, work, errands, which may all equate to distress???) but then again it is another day, another chance, another glance???, another unknown that may lead to a lot of different emotions.

third step... be awake, the eyes are partly open, brain partly functioning, and body?, oh well, it depends, sometimes the body just is sooo damn tired to get all the blood up pumping for the energy of standing up, or then again it may not be tired, but it really is enjoying the pleasure of the comfort that the bed brings. so we think again... will i just stay in bed and bum around... or whoops, oh shit! todays the deadline, i got work, i got class, but im really tired, so here comes the new day, aaaw its now hurting the eyes...

fourth step... so as time ticks... decision arrives... and now theres nothing left to pick but get up and start walking... two things: be sluggish or be excited... sluggish: because it feels like this is just another day of everything that happened yesterday.. a routine... boooring... excited: woooh this is the day! the day another day!!! another light, i will be, will be... wooh alot of things to do! yehey!!!

fifth step... last step we start the day...



***and so i wonder how my new day would be***

birthday blues

yesterday was my birthday!!! yeeepay!!! and im now 21 years old... naks binata na ako! ahahahahah... cant wait for my golden retriever! wuupppeeee

its a complicated emotion

of course i like you
its because i like i dont
want to be with you. its a
complicated emotion
- fiNDiNG nEMo

dilemma

its the season of graduation again, and im turning green with envy or worse ung prang may scurvy!!! lols...

i entered college with full hopes of graduating on time... and now im searching for things to blame, but it all roots to a lot of things that belong to one person... its just plain indecisiveness... my weakness of making the wrong turns... my being too, happy go jolly... my being such a procrastinator... my being too dependent... my being fickle minded... bla bla bla... and the list goes on...

at aun na un! pagod nko madistress sa kakaisip hahahah!!! pero okay lng kc looking at the brighter side of things eh i am very fortunate to still be able study, and still have enough time to enjoy the pleasures of being a student, and sarap kaya mging hestudyante, may baon, mdaming oras to do silly things, hahahah! un nga lng kc i really really wanna feel the pleasure of earning your own moolah (kaching kaching) para maalis na ung pressure of plaging ngpapaalam sa parentals... i really hate that!!! "mama pleeeease cge naaa..."

oh well oh well... waevurrrr...

ICON WHORE ATTACKS!!!