my supercalifragilisticexpialidocious breakaway from my typical student existence

this sem break was surely a blast...



i was able to experience different surges of emotions, and my feet was able to land on different soils...

first off, i was able to experience a week of work, yeah yeah last year 2006, i was able to work as well in a travel agency for more than a week, but this time its different, coz i was able to feel the actual excitement of getting paid!! ( sweldo itu tsong!!), and this work is much thrilling maybe because of the fact that i will be working in an unfamiliar place, yes yes, i am somewhat a provin-ci-ya-na, since i live in los baños, and that im still a student, in los baños, again!, working in manila would be a really fun fun thing to experience. also since i have a knack for riding the LRT line2, and since my brother lives in santolan pasig, and the working place is in intramuros manila, this means that i will be able to ride the LRT line2 from SANTOLAN STATION to RECTO STATION (for those who dont know the train ride route, it simply means riding the train from the other end to the other end, sa tagalog dulo sa dulo) which means more hours of ride! YIPPEEE!!!

so all in all this working experience idea means, having more time riding my favorite train ride namely LRT line2, being able to sight see and actually experience the hustle and bustle of manila's working life, and lastly (which is the best part of it all) is getting paid (kaching kaching)!!!

after a week of tiring and eye drooling (caused by hours of encoding data in the computer) yet amusing learning experience i was able to earn almost 2thousand bucks, so yeehahh!!! i finally goit paid! and what do people do after getting paid??? well for actual hard working people they spend it on thier needs like food for lunch dinner breakfast, bills etc, but in my case since im a parasitic student and that i have no bills to pay, i spent it on (drumroll please)...my first guilt free SHOPPING experience!!! (but do take note that i realized that a hard earned money is not as easy to spend like counting 123.)

exactly after being employed for a week, halloween is next on the list... during the halloween night my mother planned a holloween party for the kids around the street where my brother lives, the kids were required to wear a costume!!! it was really fun, its was like a real life set for the dawn of the dead (kids version), games were held and a lot of laughters were made... but the fun, for me, really began when they started throwing out candies!!!

after that halloween party, and a week of stay in manila got me really tired, thats why my mother invited me to come along with her in bataan for the weekend, so i went along with her, bataan is a really attracting place, it is still so in touch with nature, the marina was great! i can even see corigidor from there (the real plan tho, was to go to corigidor, but the trip was cancelled because there was no available boat/"banka" trip).

after the bataan trip, i was expecting to going back to my typical bumming life as student on break, but something came up that made me really really happy!!! a phone call from my tatay (father) saying that his on his way back to the philippines (my tatay's a seaman), and that his expected arrival is november 6, exactly a day before his birthday (november 7), a lot of things really got me all psyched, spefically the pasalubongs, tons of new stuffs, shopping at duty free, and a laptop!!!, but the best part that really got me excited was being able to hug him and talking to him in person after months of just hearing his voice on the phone.

all those fun-filled activities really got me busy as a bee during the semestral break, so this i say "d na bitin ung sem break ngaung 07', sulit na sulit"

la vie en rose

Hold me close and hold me fastThe magic spell you castThis is la vie en roseWhen you kiss me, Heaven sighsAnd though I close my eyesI see la vie en roseWhen you press me to your heartI'm in a world apartA world where roses bloomAnd when you speak Angels sing from aboveEvery day words Seem to turn into love songsGive your heart and soul to meAnd life will always be La vie en rose
Quand il me prend dans ses brasIl me parle tout basJe vois la vie en roseIl me dit des mots d'amourDes mots de tous les joursEt ça m'fait quelque choseIl est entré dans mon coeurUne part de bonheurDont je connais la causeC'est toi pour moi, moi pour toi, dans la vieTu me l'as dit, l'as juré, pour la vie
Give your heart and soul to meAnd life will always beLa vie en rose

my cousin's painting

October 10, 2007 at renaisance gallery at mega mall...

ah okay sorry... theres one picture taken at the house... hahah!! me and karen waiting for our sundo... huhah!

rainy days and ice cream days... waiting shed hopping...

another day filled wth raindrops and icecreams... a cause of boredom... but equated to waiting shed hopping that resulted to camera whoring that ended up having fun fun fun!

picture pictures:











more pictures to come ngloloko lng kc pc ko heheh... ayan bitin tuloy... chowli

for the LOve of Rambutan

silly pictures... weheheh... at putho lovin rambutan! weeee

my life changing college affairs (pagsisisi) and the frightening unknown future

this past few days i have been contemplating about the fact that there is no choice left for me but to graduate later than my batch... as a batch 04', i am supposed to graduate next semester (year 2007)... but due to indecisiveness... or lack of good decision making skills, i was not able to meet the required graduating year for a person my age... and whats worse is that i am not from a not so popular, reputable school... no offense to my school now (which i will just not mention) but lets face it as compared to where my closest friends are graduating my school is somewhat........... (so okay ill just not complete this sentence coz this is really making me go gagagagagagagag)(reality: wala na akong maisip na word kung pano ko maeexplain ng maayos ang gusto kng sabihin, ahahahah!! JK but if you know me too well (which will entail you to be a close friend of mine which is only a few people) you know what im talking about right (but if your a complete stranger who just happen to pass by my oh so corny blog that noone ever seems to visit, just keep on reading... thru that youll get it, in some way) heheh (phew thats too long for a segway eh? haahaah!))

the story: after high school my not so great life began to crack... a sixteen year old girl filled with dreams of becoming some hotshot yuppie in the city ended up in some okay fine fine college but due to high expectations i didnt much appreciate what i was into... all i ever did is find loopholes on how incompetitive and how lame the community im into is, complain about how sickly or asthmatic im getting due to unfriendly travelling experiences (a half an hour jeepney ride), when in reality some students travelling experiences are even worse (like an hour an a half jeepney ride)... i even had this drama of looking for a boarding house, which ended up in nothing but to still commute... i was a psychology student... well at first (in highschool) my plan was to really be in the advertising field but since i was not so listening to my mom that advertising is somewhat the same as marketing, i just picked up psychology just so i have a course... 2 years of whining and complaining... 2 years of being often late to class... 2 years... my transition to losing all my religiosity just because i was having a hard time in theology... my having a hard time coping with my closest friends (since theyre from a different school)... 2 years of not realizing that i was in a better place than i am now.....

"i was better off a psych student then... than an IT student now"

after two years of being fed up with complaints and whines... i finally decided to give in and be tempted... with my brother and fathers offer to transferring to a different college... at first the plan was be a nursing student (as to what the trend here in the philippines is) but since my brother made me realize that my personality is not that much of a nursing material, i decided to just take up BSIT... so here i am now... for my first semester... well i was kinda psyched with the facilities and the architectural beauty of the school... but after months of taking up programming courses i was really crawling up my ass with codes thats hard for me to understand... and as the semesters go on and on, i still dont have friends... and i find most students from this school as something really strange... they seem really hard on themselves and they seem to have thier own different world, but since im the new one in the school, and im the one with no friends, maybe, im the one whom they think is wierd. so time passes and passes... and now its been a year and a half since i have moved to a new school... hmm lets do the math: 2 years in old school, and a year an a half in new school so 2+1 an a half= 3 an a half... which is just a semester away from 4 years which is equivalent to graduation for a normal college student... i can now see my batchmates being worried with their thesis... cursing whoever invented the concept of thesis... i see them spending and calculating thier hours in thier practicums... and me well none of this have i experienced or felt yet... which makes me worry and sad... my status is still a third year student... my classmates well thier mostly younger than i am...

now where are all these becoming some "hotshot" yuppie in the city dreams of mine??? as of the moment its stored in the trash... but still i am hoping that after sometime i can still pick that dreams up in the trash and make it all come true... no matter how much im contemplating and being sad and stressed right now... im still hoping!! BIGTIME!!! to make things work for me the right way... i know it all started with making the wrong decisions, but what can i do evrything has been made... im already inside the scene of what once i thought was the right thing to do (na mali nmn pla)... but then i realize that all these mumbling is just a cause of what most men fear... the unknown future... and for me to make my life go back to the right road... and since i have already learned that indeciciveness can cause life cracks... i must take things step by step... read things carefully... consider facts... consider feelings... consider thinking cautiously... now that i am left with no choice but to live by this crack... i will try to cope and try to see things on a brighter side... i have always considered myself as a positive person... but sometimes depressing realities can really break a person up... but still i still have to stand up and do whats left with what this world has to offer me... (sana lang d ako mgend up na mging kakornihan ng mundo brrrr)

aja! aja!

go! go!

fighting!!!

heheh...

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samurai showdaown winning streaks!

this past few weeks i have benn obsesin with snes... and enjoying the bliss that samurai shodown brings ahahah!!! oh ayan pictures syempre ung mga panalo lang ako nkakahiya nmn ipakita ung mga bugbug sarado ako! ahahaha!

-im ukyo... the blue samurai!-im nakoruru the red lady heheh

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Y4IT Congress...

Last september 12-14 (wednesday-friday) the the Youth 4 IT congress was held at SM North Edsa Quezon City. It is an annual meeting of IT or Computer or simply Technology Enthusiasts organized by the UPITTC (UP Information Technology Training Center). wherein different speakers from different IT or Computer company or even people from the senate were invited to talk about thier IT experience and how technology evolves and how it can affect our future as students (as most of the viewers were).

...................... enough... haha ayoko nung format nung first paragraph msyadong serious! OMG! hahah!!! oh eto ung all original na experience ko!

lets take this day by day...

first day (sept 12, 2007) Commuting Excitement

345am: krrrrrrrrring krrrrrrng... toooot tooot tooot... my not so alarming wake up call....

400: finally!!! i woke up.... prepped up

430: goofed around the house as if i have no plans for the day... hahah!

500: ate breakfast with kuya at 711

600am: left elbi and went to manila (finally!)

enough of that time bla bla... bsta heres the story... we arrived at north edsa at exactly eight 8 in the morning then our teacher gave us the total freedom to pick what cinema we would like to enter. (as you can see the there are 4 cinemas in this congress and each has different topics that are discussed.) the AM part of the program was not so fun coz' the gay emcee was having a hard time making the students laugh and enjoy the show for some reason the students in this cinema seem to be sooo effin' serious... in my case uhm lets just say i dont enjoy gay humor... coz i find it quite offensive. but hey i dont really care as long as its not me! ahahah!... the first speaker was a guy from sun microsysytems and of course he talked about his company and what it does... he also introduced to us thier new program that has something to do with the iphone and java.

then lunchtime came... i was all alone hahah! but its okay coz for some reason i enjoyed the company of solitude... i know it may sound so emostatic but no i didnt mean that in that sort of way! i enjoyed it because i was able to walk aroud the mall all by myself and i was able to buy a pair of checkered shoes! oooh lala! but since were only given an hour to have lunch i was not able to buy myself some food but its okay coz' when i return at the cinema we were again given afternoon snacks.

during the PM session of the congress a gamer was the speaker.. i really enjoyed her presentation ragarding the gaming industry here in the philippines...

waaaaaah wooooh waaah here it goes!! the best part! i get to travel the roads of manila and QC alone! ahahahah! nkakaaliw... i get to experience how its like to commute in manila... stressful yet enjoyable... during this first day i was lyk hopping while taking the stairs on my way up to the mrt... heheh...

second day (sept 13, 2007) Solitary Day

600am woke up, and prepped up... again feeling all XD XD XD hahah! coz this time i will experience commuting in manila during morning time.... wherein people are on the rush to get to school and work...

730 left the house with ate badeth and travelled to QC to attend the second day of the conference... phew i did a lot of "katangahans" along the way... heheh... lyk asking the guard sa mrt station cubao kung "san po ba ung papuntang cubao?" eh hello! ija youre already in cubao!! hahah... but the stupid guard without realizing my being stupid answered me with a "doon po maam" ahahahah!!! crazy!!!

815 finally i arrived at sm north edsa... phew... i was kinda late tho... heheh... so when i arrived at the cinema for the congress i saw my teacher and got my ticket... and entered cinema 9, all alone! as in literally all alone! not a single participant entered the cinema... soo i sorta stayed there for some time but when like 30 minutes passed and no one was still entering the cinema i decided to go and leave and go to cinema 12... wherein the place is the total opposite of cinema 9 because it was jam packed! hahah...

nkakapagod na ung timeline... gnto na lang pra mas staright to the point heheheh...

oh wel after that bla bla blas made by the speakers lunchtime came... so again i ate lunch or should i say a big plate of nachos all alone... during this trip solitude was my constant companion... although it sounds so dramatic the reality behind is that im really enjoying spending time all by myself... oh ayan ntapos na ang lunch since wala dn nmn akong mpuntahan i was left with no choice but to go back to cinema 12 but since it was so full i just decided to transfer to cinema 11 then poof... the speaker was a representative from the senate of the philippines specifically mr palengke... mr mar roxas... not really a fan of him tho... heheh i find him so showbizzy... heheh... i just find it quite nice to hear him talk about the IT Job industry here in the phillipines... then question and answer portion came.. ahahah! oh my this was heck of a shit! full of damn silly questions that the teachers or the participants from other schools argued... after the fun fun fun presentation of mr palengke... ms aimee marcos was next... oh my she looks so classy... hehehe.. oh well heheh.. then she discussed about cream... or creative media philippines.. its an organization that promotes the creative media here in the philippines. after her talk i got really exhausted and sleepy that i decided to just leave and go home...

so again i was hopping extatically on my way to the mrt station going to cubao when my brother texted me that he was just around in manila and that he wanted to meet up with me at megamall so i decide to lengthen my mrt trip a little so from cubao i went to down at the ortigas station... sadly it was raining... but luckilly i have an umbrella... heheheh oh ano ngaun un?!?!? (ganan tlaga, ella's crazy talk ang tawag jn, heheh) finally i arrived at megamall all soaked up with the rain... baaaah! but since kuya's on his way pa lang... i went to powerbooks to spare some time... damn that bookstore!!! pinaglaway lang ako sa libro na dko nmn mabili... kc wala na akong pera/budget! TAE nmn tlaga oo!! heheheh oh well okay lang kc babalikan ko un! bwahahahahahahahahahah!!! (another crazy talk... heheheh) then after killing an hour finally kuya and ate badeth arrived... then after roaming around the mall... we decided to go home... kuya went home to elbi... wala kc ksama c mama... kme ni ate badeth we went home to pasig... tpos pguwe nanood akong TV! bwahahah channel2 oo may TV na cla kuya!!! yeah yeah yeah!!! ung may antenna!!! waaaah... *(we dont have a socially connected TV at home (elbi)... its only purpose is for DVD playing)... after dozing myself with TV i decided to sleep and wake up early for the last day of the congress...

zzzzzzzz....

third day (sept 14, 2007) Takas day heheh

okay i woke up early this day fearing that i would get late and miss the chance of meeting up with faye and jasmine... finally d na nko solitary! i will get to experience the chance of attending this congress with friends... (but while i was riding the lrt and mrt, i was somewhat dramatic, coz since this is the last day of the seminar i will be riding the trace van on my way home to elbi, meaning last ko na nsakay sa mrt for this season) but the problem was that i was too early... i was already at the meeting area when my teacher texted me that they are still at alabang... oh my! heheh... pero okay lang kc wala nmn akong choice but to wait... then an hour minutes passed and finally they arrived... heheheh... picture picture... ahahaha!

so okay faye jasmine and i were really bugged by the boredom bug when we entered the cinema... specially me coz i have been listening to those almost "the same talks about the IT industry" so then we decided to go out and roam around... since it is located at sm north edsa which is basically in front of trinoma... we were easily temted with the thought of "pagtakas" eheheh... so okay after deciding run away from it all... plans changed that we decided to go to megamall... so next thing i knew we were at the mrt station on the way to the ortigas station...

when we arrived at the megamall station... phew! ahaha we were so dayum hungry that we decided to eat...after eating lunch... we went and had a heck of fun roaming around megamall, that time flew so fast that we decided to go back to north edsa without a single thing bought but a ton of calories ate... heheheh... although okay lang nmn coz' faye finally got her phone "open lined" so that she can finally switch to a globe sim, and enjoy the fun of unlitextin...

when we got back to north edsa where the congress was held the show or the congress was oficially finished... but since the students were given more time to roam around we decided to again enjoy the fun that sm malls bring.. eheheh... then my moomie called me and told me that i will not be joining the trace van and that i will be spending one more day in manila, because kuya wont be able to go back to manila and since brenda (ate badeth's (kuyas lovey dovey) sister) is asked to go to elbi, im gonna go back to kuya's place in pasig and spend the night and when morning comes, me and burenda will both go back to elbi. so okay yey!!! but no i was feeling kinda different after roaming around for the whole day... then something came up again, ehehe not that much of a big deal tho... its just that theres a show in sm north edsa... so me and my friends took a peek... a peek lang kc may BO ung nkatabi nla faye na guy!!! eeeck!!! ahahah!!! so after that going home time na for them and me im off to pasig again, so we bid our fun goodbyes...

on my way to the mrt station i was really really tired... phew that was like the hardest feeling of traveling ever... pero okay lang mejo naenjoy ko pa dn mski pagod nko... eheheh... so aun finally i arrived home to pasig... pero oh my "bagsak na tlaga ako!!!", as in pgdating ko toink nkahiga nko sa floor!!!... then brenda touched my neck "nangingiliti" eheheh coz she was waking me up to eat dinner... when she realized that im sick... she yelled "c ate esi (my nickname) nilalagnat, ang init") then for the whole night i was really sick, aaack!!! grabe, my temperature was 40!!!

next day... and next weeks... basta after na ng Y4IT!!!

then the sun rose and i was still sick, so ate badeth decided to take me to the hospital... when we arived at medical city i was stuck at the emergency building for the whole morning coz' i was hydrated in other words dinextrose ako... and a lot of medicines and tests were took... oh my msakit ung pgkuha skn ng dugo! grabe, i felt like i was going to faint... then after that series of tests the doctor told me that theres really nothing wrong with me i kust got hit by a virus (parang ung pc ko a month ago, heheheh) then after that release from the hospital, since i felt like i was again somewhat capable we decided to go home to elbi, thankfully nkauwi pa nmn akong los banos... but when i got home, i was again sick... i just thought that i was tired from all the travel, so i just took a rest, but the next day, my nose was bleeding, my moomie got scared that i might have dengue... so she got me checked up again at LBDH... so okay o was diagnosed as a typhoid victim, so i was confined!!!! i got stucked up at the hospital for three days doing nothing but munch tons of jelly ace and engrossed my eyes with TV... but finally after three days nkalabas dn... alive and kicking na ule ako!! yeehaaa

summary:

umatend ako ng congress for three days

ngstay ako kna kuya sa manila during these said 3 days congress

ngcommute ako mgisa by riding mrt and lrt which i find fun fun fun!

ngkasakit ako... huhuhu

but i survived!!! YEY!!!

whaaaat!!!

$3,506Cadaver For Salewhat?!?!?! my darn effin' body is only worth that!!! lame lame lame!!!!

RATE MY LIFE

58.8/100Rate My Life



so okay i took this test... and oh my what a result... that just show how much of a lame person i am right... but hey i dont really care... hahah even tho the result is like that... i can prove to you people that i can make it improve!! baaah! hahah



oh well here is a much detailed result (according to the site):



accomplishments: 5.52/25 stated that i should be doing better at this point in my life...



sins: 23.88/25stated that i am walking on the right path for i am not that sinful... and that i should stay on the path...



Virtues: 12.78/25stated that its not a bad score but should be doing a bit better...



physical/mental state: 16.67/25stated that i seem to have my shit stuff together and that i should keep it up...

ICONS ICONS ICONS... jez effin; lovin' it

friendship...

as i was talking with my dear pal karen... while fixin' up our nails... and me feeling oh soooo bad due to darn stomach pains... and as i ponder with the thought of can i just work as a friend???, then karen questioned me with the thought that okay??, ill pay you money as a friend???... then let's make a deal... ill pay you as my friend... then you pay me as your friend as well... then pooooooofed!!! so i figured, thats why friendship is free... why not, to just not pay each other... since we both will use up friendship services and exchange payments why not simply exempt the concept of payment for friendship...

i know in this world today most things are payed... from extatically expensive luxury items to basic needs like water... and trading is an important factor... i give you service you pay me... but in friendship it works differently... i show you kindness, laughter, craziness, tears, biatchiness... you pay me kindness, laughter, tears and biatchiness as well... so now i say friendship is not free and its payment is quite expensive and hard to find... but in the end its all worth it...

pokemoooooning and missing those darn cold rainy stormy days...

so okay as you can see my post before this is about me getting bored... the exact status report... the weather.. the time.. and that whole zany ketchup thought bla bla bla... oh well what happened really after that post is that i just made myself busy through pokemooning... and up to now im still playing pokemon... (ohhh damn'it!!! i want a pikachu!!! pika* pika*)... so now at exactly 11:25 pm... as i was busy trying to battle some darn corny metapod... i stared at the window and realized that this whole activity was more fun to do when it was raining... more fun when the chill that the wind brings was makin me effin' freeze... heheh... oh well since im only a la-aaame human being with no super powers like the pokemons.. and since the world we live in is lame as well that we cant afford to own a pokemon.. and that all we can do is put on a jacket when its cold, and wear a uber slutty tank top when its hot... now all thats left for me to do is continue my quest to becoming the pokemon master, in my own pokemon world... augh... so kapeeessh... tudum tudum...

(at the back of my head: sana umulan!!! aaarrghhh)

just effin' lovin the rainy season dearest...

.................

boredom is effin' killing me!!! damnit!!! aaaugh!!!

at exactly 9:38am... august 17 2007...

weather: rainy

situation: all alone in the house... sick...

grrrr!!!

Ketchup. Catsup. Ketchup. Catsup. I'm in over my head

Pasta Bingers!

after class, on my way home i got stranded at robinsons supermarket, and while i was walking around doing nothing, i got tempted with the thought of cooking pasta, then i figured... that since i have no classes left and that i have the whole afternoon doing nothing, and that since my stomach is already complaining.. why not cook pasta... cook pasta i did... hehe... then i invited bianca to come over and share the delight that pasta brings... (-_*)... YUMMIE!!!

WELCOME!!!!

lemme show you guys some photos where i spent almost half of my life a day... my room... my bummin' around area... my sleeping area... my meditation area???... my computer area... my lounging area... my studying area... my area.. my living space... the place where i go to whenever i feel sleepy, happy, lonely, bored, and simply feeling zen... pooft...